An ideal and data from the beginning of my book ENOS

23 Jun

I have some data and an ideal for my writing from the earliest days of my writng for my book.  I wanted to cite a reason – a very special reason – for me to want to comply fully to the notions (My Finding Sentences and Findings data) that I have been getting all the years of my writings.

There is a paramount reason that I am even doing the writing for my book ENOS.  I was told … yeah … I will tell you right here with an excerpt – an excerpt from the very beginning of a long poem of this writing – I thought I was aware of all these years.  It turns out that I cannot find the “ideal” of this writing in any of the poems of this book ?

I do know the ideal of my writing though so I will just ‘spell it out’ now.  I am talking about the years 1983 to 1985 sort of.

The Aliens told me that the universe no longer has a bunch of primitive warriors (more natural-like human animals) that it could use to usurp a given, greedy, intellectual human society that has reach the end of its fated impure reign over the earth.  This was told to me as a warning to all of us that we have to get back to a kind of godhead ruler ship of The Earth Garden … even a most modern way of doing this.  I am told that we have to do this so that we can live a very long time on this planet, up to a million years and more the way that primitive humans and natural animals have been able to do.  We have old tribes among us that are this old.  The thing is that the universe does not value the kind of sheer intelligence that we have. We are able to defeat any inference of a universe comeuppance so far.  Maybe we will keep doing this without ever failing ?

 

A bunch of primitive warriors did end the Egyptians, Romans, Greeks, Islam, Turks, etc.. etc. None of these lasted for more than some thousands of years.  I will not go further with this except to say that we are not really of this earth.  We are smarter than the universe in the short term only.  A bad fate for us does build up to the point that we are quickly put down. The universe is only exercising its natural immunity and we are so smart and impatiently crazy about our technological adventures. It is a war going on since we came here.

I have an excerpt from my book that is the Aliens talking about our universe the way we only know right now.  These are ENOS pages 324 until an Alien poem about dogs …

This is a fun dialog between four ‘Hippies’ and six small Greys

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This is getting hairy.

Marie “What about the Big Bang ? Isn’t this when the universe started ?”

Alien IT WAS ONLY THE START OF THIS NEW TIME. IT IS ALL ONLY OF THIS NEW

TIME WE KNOW NOW. IT IS NOT THE BEGINNING OF IT ALL.

Another Alien IT IS JUST THAT ALL THOUGHTSWHICH CAN ONLY BE FROM OUR

CURRENT KNOWLEDGE IN THIS ONE UNIVERSEARE UNCONNECTED TO THE

CONSTANT LOVE FORCE OF GOD THAT IS NOT IN MOTION. SO THE UNIVERSE AS

WE WISH TO PERCEIVE IT CANNOT HAVE AN ACTUAL BEGINNING OR AN END.

Another Alien [a third one] THE UNIVERSE OF SENTIENT BEINGSTHAT ARE NEW

AND INNOCENT FOR EACH NEW LIVING EXPERIENCEWAS STARTED BECAUSE WE

WERE ALL DECEIVED BY THE DEVIL GOD OF LIFE. HE CREATED THE NEED FOR

ALL OF OUR NEW LIVING HERE.

Len “Then that is the start of this universe.”

John “Here’s my question . . . did this Devil God create the universe ?”

Alien NO HE CREATED A NEED FOR US TO LIVE HERE AS NEW BEINGS. A SINGLE

PERSONAGE, AS WE KNOW IT, DID NOT CREATE THIS UNIVERSE.

Len “C’mon man ! I know that we are just four stupid ‘hippies’, but even we can see that

you are putting us on. The Devil ! He ! A male being that you said is the original being

of life created our life here. All those planets . . . all those planets all around us were

always here, and then we just started living on one of them. C’mon man . . . shoot.”

WOW ! We are all sitting up straight now . . . maybe these Aliens are putting us on

? Maybe they are just telling us anything that sounds cutesy. Maybe this is their way of

having fun. We are all looking at each other with quizzical expressions. This is getting

real hairy.

The Aliens are waiting for us to calm down now. I can tell.

Marie to Len “You had to go and ask them if they were Martians. You started all of this.”

Len “Yeah, I know.”

John “OK I just fi gured this out . . . the Devil created the need for life, and then God

decided to create life forms like us because of what the Devil did. Is this it ?”

“. . . NO . . .” That was a chorus of Len and Marie together. Hah.

Alien NO

Len “They are real good at saying no to you, John.”

Marie is laughing her head off.

Alien AN OMNISCIENT PERSONAGE DID NOT CREATE LIFE. IT STARTS TO EVOLVE

IN MANY PLACES, BUT IT NOT JUST STARTED AT ONCE, IN ANY ONE PLACE THAT

CAN BE DETERMINED . . . SOMEWHERE OR HERE. THE DEVIL IS THE ORIGINAL

ONE OF US. THE DEVIL WAS CAST HERE . . . AT ONCE, BY HIS GREAT NEED FOR

LIFE. THE DEVIL IS TO BE DESCRIBED AS . . . HIM. YOU CAN ALSO CALL HIM . . .

THE FATHER, THE ALMIGHTY, THE LORD, MESSIAH, JEHOVAH OR ALLAH. YOU

CAN CALL HIM BY MANY OTHER NAMES IN HUMANISTIC CULTURES. HE IS ALL

OF THESE. HE IS THE SOURCE. DO YOU KNOW ANOTHER ?

John “Is this Devil alive right now ?”

Enos

325

Alien OH YES HE IS . . . THERE IS A WAY THAT THIS IS SO. WE ARE ALL EVOLVED

FROM HIM. HE IS THE PERSONALITY OF ALL OF OUR COLLECTIVE AWARENESS. WE

ARE ALL OF HIS BASIC DESIGN. ALL OF OUR DELIGHTS ARE FROM HIS ORIGINAL

WAVERING FEAR. HE IS THE ACCURSED ONE THAT GIVES US OUR HEEDED

EXISTENCE AND ITS MEANING. WE LIVE WITH HIM AND OUR JOY FROM GOD. YES

HE IS HERE. ALL FEARFUL CREATURES WHO LIVE KNOW HIM. WHEN WE FAIL WE

ARE WITH HIM. WHEN WE FEAR. WHEN WE DIE, THOUGH, WE ARE SUDDENLY

ALONE AND FREED FROM HIM.

There is a pause here . . . we are going to have to study all of this.

Alien again IT IS ONLY THE LOVE OF GOD THAT CREATES JOYFUL LIVING, BUT LIFE

IS NOT JUST STARTED NOR IS IT ENDING. LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN. IT APPEARS THAT

WE ARE NEW IN THIS GALAXY . . . THAT LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN HERE, BUT THIS IS

NOT SO. THE CONSTANT LOVE FORCE OF LIFE IS PARAMOUNT. IT OPERATES SOLELY

VIA THE MEANS OF A SPIRITUALLY REGENERATIVE EPOCH THAT IS ETERNALLY

EXPANDING AND DECLINING.

John “Wait a minute ! How did our living in this universe . . . our life on this earth

start. In this one universe . . . in just this one place ?”

Alien OUR LIVING HAS HAD NO INITIAL AWAKENING. WE ARE ONLY AWARE OF LIFE

WHEN WE ARE BORN AGAIN. CONSEQUENTLY, WE ARE HERE AS RENEWED BEINGS

ACCORDING TO THE COLLECTIVE AWARENESS OF OUR PAST OVER A RATHER

SHORT PERIOD OF TIME . . . WHICH DOES NOT HELP IN OUR UNDERSTANDING

OF LIFE. OUR AWARENESS OF LIFE IS BIASED BY OUR LIMITED SENSES. SO, WE CAN

ONLY KNOW OF THE LIVING PHENOMENA OF THIS DIMENSION OF PHYSICALLY

REGENERATIVE LIFE FORMS AND NOT OF ANOTHER SOURCE FOR THESE.

Another Alien IF THIS ONE UNIVERSE HAS HAD A KNOWABLE ORIGINATION AND

AN ACTUAL DESTINY . . . WE WOULD KNOW IT.

Marie “OK then, I have two quick questions . . . you said that we were all created by

the Devil . . . meaning that we all have to live here now . . . uh . . . can you explain this

some more ? Also, can you tell me . . . who . . . who is God ?”

Len “OK people . . . DUCK !”

Alien WE ARE GOD.

Len “Oh . . . oh no . . . not another cutesy answer . . . .”

Same Alien THE DEVIL IS IN OUR CREATION. HE EXISTS. HE EXISTS . . . NOT IN

OUR SOULS . . . BUT IN OUR NATURAL MINDS TO POISON OUR HEARTS. HE IS THE

ORIGIN OF OUR MORTAL EXISTENCE HERE.

Len “All of this sounds familiar to me all of a sudden !”

[why did he say that ?]

Marie “My next question is . . . uh . . . uh . . . who is the Blossom ?”

Marie to Len “. . . we might as well go for broke . . .”

Len is laughing.

Myself to Len and Marie “I don’t know why I even bother to record what you two clowns

are saying. Can’t you be serious ? We are trying to learn something here.”

326

George Forss

Len “I didn’t say anything . . . it was Marie . . . hah.”

Now he is laughing even more. We are all laughing now . . . even the Aliens. They

are humming.

Now all of this frivolity has ended. An Alien just told us in our heads that our

behavior just now was the ‘Devil in us’. It’s the Devil in Len and Marie !

Alien WE HAVE OUR LAST FEW QUESTIONS ON HAND NOW. WE HAVE QUESTIONS

ABOUT THE BASIC LIVING EXPERIENCE NOW . . . WE HAVE GROUPED THESE IN

THIS ORDER: WHO AM I ? WHY AM I HERE ? WHAT IS THIS LIVING ABOUT, IF

ANYTHING ? WHAT IS LIFE ? ALSO, WE HAVE TWO QUESTIONS WHICH ARE TIED

TOGETHER . . . HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HOW TO LIVE, EVEN IF I THINK I

KNOW, AND . . . IF SO, HOW CAN I BE SURE THAT I AM RIGHT ?

Len “Those are mine.”

Marie “No fooling.”

Alien continues . . . ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS ARE PERTAINING TO OUR BASIC

LIVING EXPERIENCES IN LIFE IN A WAY THAT WE SHOULD NOT NEED TO ASK . . .

BECAUSE . . . WHEN YOU SURELY KNOW HOW TO LIVE YOU WILL KNOW WHO

YOU ARE AND WHY YOU ARE HERE . . . ALSO, YOU WILL KNOW JUST WHAT LIFE

IS ALL ABOUT.

No comments from anyone.

Alien again IN ESSENCE, WE LIVE HERE BECAUSE WE CANNOT DIE. WE WANT TO

LIVE SO WE CAN EXPERIENCE GOD. TO KNOW GOD . . . AGAIN . . . AND AGAIN . . .

AND AGAIN. IF WE LIVE IN CONSUMMATE EVIL, WE WILL BE LOST TO GOD. OUR

EXISTENCE THEN WILL BE ENTERED INTO A WORLD OF DELUSION . . . TO HELL

! THE QUESTION, THEREFORE, TO BE MORE ASKED IS . . . WHY CAN’T WE DIE ?

THE SUM PART OF OUR VERY NATURE THEN IS THAT OF A PERSONALITY THAT

NEVER CHANGES IN ITS AWARENESS OF A STATE OF WHAT IS TO BE DESCRIBED AS

A ‘NOW’ STATE . . . WHEN IT IS A GOOD EXPERIENCE AND WHEN IT IS A HORRIFIC

EXPERIENCE TO HAVE. NO MATTER IF YOU ARE YOUNG OR OLD . . . OR DEAD !

John “Let me get all of this straight . . . right now . . . I think I can fi gure this out . . . we

are here to know God, which is diffi cult. So . . . if we do this . . . I mean, if we just keep

doing our living until we know God, we will be OK However . . . if we do not know God.

If we do not succeed we will fail and go to the underworld to Hell !”

Alien YES MOSTLY YOU WILL JUST KEEP ON LIVING, AS THOUGH IT IS THE ONLY

MOTIVE FOR YOUR LIFE, EVEN THOUGH WE MUST ALWAYS TRY TO KNOW GOD.

SOME WILL FAIL TO LIVE FOR THE BASIC LIFE FORM QUEST OF FINDING A MATE

AT ALL . . . AND SOME WILL BE CONTENT TO RESIDE WITH A COMPANIONABLE

LOVED ONE WITHOUT THIS PERSON EVER KNOWING OUR TRUE LOVE. IN THIS

WAY YOU WILL EVENTUALLY ACHIEVE A MATING THAT MAY INVOLVE QUITE A

FEW SOULS ! SOME WILL RESIDE AMONG THE NONLIVING DISHONORED HORNY

SPIRITS. THESE ARE MANY WHO CANNOT LIVE FULLY AGAIN. THEY CANNOT DIE,

SO THEY MUST LIVE WITHOUT GROWTH, OR PROMISE.

John “That’s it ?”

Enos

327

John to len “I just got a yes answer !”

Len “. . . you are beginning to make sense . . .”

Alien WE MUST LIVE TO KNOW GOD’S LOVE, SO THAT WE CAN KNOW GOD.

Len “I agree.”

John to Len “C’mon Len . . . later, when these Aliens are gone you will say

something else.”

Len “I really mean it !”

Marie “He will deny it three times !”

Hah ! Yeah, well . . . I think this is the end of this topic. After a little mayhem by

these two. Hey ! An Alien is stepping forward to read a poem. oh Good . . . we could

use a poem right now.

Alien . . .

How do I know ?

It is I . . .

as a weatherworn, weanling, weasel

or Welsh Corgi

or . . .

as a well disposed Weismanwist

Weltanschauger, Wesleyan Who-sis ?

It is I who am to live here and die

It is I who will shed the remains of a great fortune

and speed my way back to God ?

To arc again

To live renewed

It is I . . .

as a whom-so-ever Wiggly Whiffet ?

A short poem indeed. It is I who am to Live here and die . . . hah. I am the mighty

Wiggly Whiffet. Hah . . . that’s right.

Marie “Hey . . . that’s what we forgot to pack, Len, a dictionary !”

Len “Who knew we were going to run into cutesy Aliens ?”

Alien to me in my head . . . WE JUST HAVE A FEW QUESTIONS LEFT.

Alien WE HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT YOUR LIVING HERE IN THE MODERN WORLD.

A QUESTION ABOUT MODERN LIFE . . . WHICH IS THE WAY THAT MOST PEOPLE

WILL WANT TO LIVE TO ACHIEVE SUCCESS IN THE COMMUNITY. IN THIS WAY

THE IDEAL IS FOR REAL MONEY, RATHER THAN REAL TRUTH.

Len “. . . here we go again.”

Alien continues . . . YES, IT IS THE MODERN WAY THAT MOST PEOPLE WILL WANT

TO LIVE NOW, WITH A MONETARY WEALTH IDEAL.

328

Boy is this long !!    I hope it goes through. Here are some new pictures …

KODAK Digital Still Camera

Man with a heart – accidental self portrait

(My camera went off) when I was changing a battery

 

25 G Forss Red Room Window 1982

“Red room window” 1982     One of my best pictures.

 

 

 

 

 

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